Last week I found something in my old Bible -- the one I got when I was ten and that I want to get the inserts from to transfer to my new one. What I found was the program for my friend Andrea's funeral. I saw that she passed away July 22nd, three years ago. Her husband had checked on her when she was asleep, but her spirit was gone. . . . I have memories of her in Young Women with me on Sundays and on Tuesday nights -- a rock climbing activity stands out to me -- and at camps. I think "service" when I think of her; we served each other. She needed a lot of service from her family because she was born with spina bifida and had to use a wheelchair. One way she served was with her great smile.
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I love the way she kept in touch with everybody after high school. I mean everybody, because it seems that she was friends with all types of people. She called me regularly to chat from about 2004 on. I learned at her funeral that she had about 200 friends that she called probably at least once a month, but I felt special to her. I didn't always know what to talk about when she called, and she sometimes asked me questions that were hard to answer and explain, like about what it was like being pregnant and being a mom (I don't remember specifics). She said that she wanted to know because she wouldn't be able to be a mom. I remember telling her one evening that I was making bean burgers, and she had never heard of bean burgers but didn't say anything negative. She wanted to understand people, I think, and she is an example of how to listen and "love thy neighbor as thyself." She was a sweetheart and so is the man she married.
I also think about the fact that three years before Andrea passed away, her brother did. I attended his funeral to show support to her. I felt the Spirit and love very strongly at both funerals. Her parents are sure going to have a wonderful reunion after many years apart from their kids. (They lost another son, too, and I actually don't know that story but I think he might have been stillborn.)
It was neat that on July 22nd a familiar song came and played in my mind -- a song that Kenneth Cope wrote about a different girl named Andrea. I think my friend Andrea saw beyond the stars, too. I'm looking forward to seeing her run or do cartwheels or whatever she wants when she is resurrected, with a laugh and a smile on her face!
You can hear part of the song here: http://kennethcope.com/albums/stories-from-edens-garden/
ANDREA(written by Kenneth Cope)—for Andrea Goodman and family—Andrea—you wear the smile of paradiseAndrea—you see beyond the starsEver reminding me that angels aren’t that farMy AndreaAndrea—you wear the wings of innocenceIt’s like you don’t belong here on the groundBut then there might be some of us who’d never reach the cloudsWithout AndreaAnd if day turns into grayIf hope hides far awayI know an angel I can go to for a smileAnd that haze that has me blindWill fade from my mindJust from the thought of youMy AndreaAndrea—you’re hoping for a better worldYou long to be with Jesus in the skyAnd I believe you’re going to see what you desireMy AndreaAndrea—we feared that we had lost youGone without a chance to say “Good-bye”But thanks to God you’ve come back to stay a whileMy AndreaAnd if day turns into grayIf hope hides far awayI know an angel I can go to for a smileAnd that haze that has me blindWill fade from my mindJust from the thought of youMy AndreaWhen day turns into grayWhen hope hides far awayThen I remember how I feel when you are nearAnd my heart starts to riseAnd light fills these eyesAll from the thought of youFrom the love of youMy AndreaAndrea—teach me the smile of paradise© 1998 Mohrgüd Music (BMI)
